recurring

Dreams are normal, are they not? Latest topic has been pregnancy.

Last night's dream was bittersweet. I was couple months pregnant, enough to be showing, and all I did throughout the dream was hold, touch, caress my belly. I guess the talk about what you want in life and what your dreams are with D*ya and Viv kind of triggered it I guess...

Last night we had another performance jiggy going on at Mardi Gras in OU. Wish we realized they were going to be playing House totally sooner, Jules could've had more time to sleep, we wouldn't have been bored outta our minds. But the popping and whatnot we saw was great. :)

RIP DTW. D*ya's retiring from blogging. *deepest sigh*

Maybe it's time to finally upload those after party pictures from Velvet.

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never fun

To be reminded of things you don't remember doing. Hilarious, but not very fun.

The roadtrip is on, just without Pangkor or Cameron. Maybe we might stop in Ipoh for food. But only Penang is on. At least that's something. And I have to stress this, I'm not going to stalk!

And the Kanga-Lander is coming back! For good, I think. Got my kaki back already. Finally!

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ink

I have finally realized the kind of bad boy I like. All this while I always thought it was the rake. They say reformed rakes make the best husbands, and almost every girl dreams of turning the bad boy good.

Thanks to last night, I now know the bad boy I like, is basically a Ramin. Or a Zack (however his name is spelled). Tattoos. Piercings. Hard rock/heavy metal/whatever kind of rock or metal basically. Studs. Hot sexy eyes. Weird.

OMG the party was awesome!!! Thank you everyone for coming!!! :D And the after party, I've to write it down somewhere lest I forget. Hmmm...

Not too long before the next one? In more ways than one... Happy early birthday Julie-sannnnnn!!! :)

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tomorrow tomorrow

I love ya, tomorrow.

Talent Hub's 4th Anniversary Party is nearing... Not even nearing really. It's tomorrow. Yay!!! :D

So much to do, so little time!

First, concentrate on M&B.

Anya Marina's version of T.I's Whatever You Like. The song, slowed down, is so sexy.

Note to self: Printing past year papers won't help if you don't actually do anything with it.

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dream dream dream

Dreeeaaaaaammmmm.

I had the most vivid dream last night. Everything was sharp and, honestly, I didn't want to wake up. Not really.

People say a dream actually lasts only about 20 minutes or so and the higher your IQ, the more you dream. I don't know about the latter... But anyway, I want to tell you all about it. :D


Stars: (not in order of appearance)

Myself
Coco
Ain
D*ya
Viv
Viv's Sister
D*ya's Mom
Hariz
Sir M&B (S)


It all started out in the morning. Coco, D*ya, Viv and I were hanging out in Subang. Just talking, very much in Malay most of the time, about normal stuff. Then everyone had things to do so all of us went our separate ways. Once done, we went back to Subang in the late afternoon/evening for more hanging out sessions. The scene kind of jumps straight to Ain calling and asking if we could go pick her up. Since we were planning to go clubbing and had to go back and change we said we could.

Walking back to the car, Viv was complaining about how Subang is so far from where she lives and that we should hang out in areas nearer to her house once. She also said she would never purposely drive out to Subang for dinner unless if it's with us.

So off we went. Picked Ain up, I think something happened along the way but I don't remember. Rest assured, it made absolutely no sense. So then once we were dressed and ready to go, we decide to grab dinner before partying the night away. Where else, if not Subang.

As we parked, we see Viv slowly reversing into the space in front of us. And she had someone with her, whom she introduced as her sister. We slowly walked to the restaurant while making fun of her saying she would never come to Subang and she retaliated by saying she told her sister about it and her sister wanted to find out what was so special about Subang so they drove out for that.

Once at the restaurant, this is where it gets interestingly weird. D*ya's 9 months pregnant, due anytime soon in fact. And I'm married, I didn't know to whom yet though. So halfway through dinner, D*ya starts to get her contractions. Everyone panics.

*poof* (No, I didn't wake up)

We were all of a sudden in a hospital. D*ya was screaming her lungs out. Her Mom was next to her trying to calm her down. In my vision I didn't see anyone else but I'm sure we were all there. I felt so sad in my dream so I walked out of the reception. Oh yeah, they left her in the reception, not even a room. What kind of hospital does that? So once I walked out, I see S and judging by the way I ran to him I assume he's the husband.

*This is actually kind of creepy, but it's my dream (which is what's creepy) aaaaaand! I'm putting this down to my next paper being M&B. It's still freaky...*

So we talked and I was telling him about how no one's checking on D*ya and he said we should take her to another hospital. So we walked back in (Girls, I have to give you details later, do remind me.) and when we told D*ya we wanted to take her somewhere else, she shows us a card that says only this specific doctor at this hospital was allowed to bring her baby into the world. (Hahahahaha! D*ya, in real life I'd slap you senseless and drag you to another hospital.)

So, S and I were standing there speechless and finally they wheeled D*ya away. So I sat down next to the husband and talked about things I've forgotten and we left to go home because I had something to tell him. During the talk, D*ya came back out without a baby or baby bump. As we were leaving, I saw a doctor come out and say something to D*ya which made her wail. I felt sad... Really really sad.

But we walked out and suddenly Hariz was there. He asked if he could walk with us to the car park and we were fine with it. I must've wanted some alone time with the husband so I asked if he could walk behind us instead. But he didn't, he continued beside us asking questions like "How do you get into Cineleisure's car park?".

And then I woke up.

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first paper down

Down baby, down! And I feel like Finals are over. Hahahaha!

I went through CA calm. Partly because maybe ManU's loss to Chelsea zapped all my emotions? Hahahaha! Nah...

Next paper, M&B. Sir is scary... I forgot what to concentrate on.

3 days of rehearsals, yay! Shopping tomorrow with Aidasan.

Nando's dinner with the "roomies" bunch just now in OU. Yummy... And I've missed that coziness. *sob*

Oh, I've changed my Caller Ringtones. LL's Happy and J.Baum's Locked In Love. :D

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nightmares

Aren't fun. Especially if a person wakes in tears, fearing it may come true.

I dreamt I was pregnant. Twice! In the same dream.

Both times I miscarried...

Boo!

If only I could get married just for a baby I can call my own.

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it's always kinda like this

As Finals creep up, the more my books collect dust.

The goal was to not be able to talk come today.

Sent Felix for service yesterday. Then the girls picked me up for some hang sessions. Went over to UiTM for awhile then off for some sing-sing therapy at Neway Subang. Free headcharge for ladies. How nice! :D

Had dinner at Pappa Rich 15. Totally forgot about the admirer. Hahahahaha! Good story time with my sayangs. :D

'teen then sent me home, and as I was entering the house, Omar called. Rasta! 3 minutes later D*ya was back at my doorstep. Hahahaha! It seemed such a short while that we waited and Omar was there to pick us up already. Had my very much missed brownies with ice-cream, yummy!

Got home, not even 10 minutes later and Zan texted. AC this time. Ween is so cute! Then, finished off with a drinking session, got someone pouring his heart out, again.

Woke up, Zan sent me to Glenmarie to get my Felix then I was home.

Planned to just check up on FB then continue sleeping. Grandpa popped online and wanted to get lunch together. So we went for some Nasi Ayam Hailam in Damansara Uptown. It's been soooo long since I last saw him! In fact...

Dead tired now. Sleep, then study later tonight. Beddy-bye!

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because

Why can't we be like the birds and the bees. Living for each day.

Another song I couldn't believe is made in Malaysia. The other would've been Prom Queen by Bunkface. Brava Liebe Malaysia!

It's one thing for friends/boyfriends to comment on those Beras Jasmine signboards on the NKVE, but it's a whole different thing for my parents to do the same. Hahahahahaha!!! Unbelievable. I had to check that I was with my parents and not friends.

Oh, and I'm not watching sad, romantic, cry-able movies with my parents anymore. Awkward...

We had our first rehearsal on Saturday! It was kinda cool seeing everyone. :D This Saturday's would be a full-dress and I have yet to find my outfits! Oh noooo!

Friday we had our very first performance as a class at SEGi College. It was terrifying, yet exhilarating! Wow. I have missed performing. Last would've been Sri Wilayah's concerts. Shucks...

Been meeting new guy friends. So fun! At least there's no girl drama there. Oh and I, for the first time, went clubbing with Zan and his friend. Oh. My. God. Zan'd be one of those I'd slap. Honestly. Hahahaha!

There were far too many weird characters at Cynna. Which brings me to another thing, through the dramas, girls are the best people to go clubbing with. For sooooo many reasons. I won't even start.

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cry night

I went to catch The Time Traveler's Wife this afternoon with the folks. It was amazing! Cried like nobody's business. The whole theater was so quiet though. Every time I sniffled, those sitting beside me knew. How embarrassing! :/ So much so at the end, Mom handed me a tissue. She teared up too! Dad, as usual, nada. Hahahahaha!

Then coming home, Mulan was on Disney. Cried to that too. It's a wonder the mascara's still on.

I don't like it when my events are questioned. If it was their own friends event, we would have been forced to, not only attend, but dress the part too. It's not so hard. Luckily, from Malacca, she calmed me down. :) I wish she could come...

Finals, this time around, seems so near yet, so damn far. My couldn't-care-less attitude is back. I think after a good sleep, I'll wake up one one morning ready to hit them books. Hopefully it doesn't happen after Finals. :D

Ooooh, am trying to get the steps to Beat It! Looks okay...?

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